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I wrote this in my old blog:

I don't know how to start so I'll go straight to the point...

I wouldn't call it love... It has never been love, it's more like an unnamed feeling, like if someone was smashing those tiny butterflies, I need my time to realise what a person is like, then I get dissappointed, the story of my life... 

But some other times I just can't notice the flaws, needless to say our stupid heart is stronger than our brain.

I encourage people to seek and find, to trust their instincts and yes, I've never followed my own advices...

I would be a liar if I say I had the guts to openly admit things, but pride, that strong chain that keeps the fiercest lion tamed, stop me from doing my biggest foolishness, somehow I appreciate it...